La Virgencita Loves Putas

La Virgencita loves putas. I know this because she loves me. I remember visiting her when I was 18. I had officially retired and felt lost. Like I needed something higher than me. I swear I almost caught on fire sitting in the pews. But I stayed long after everyone left. I could not look her in the eyes. My head hung so low and my hands twisted together. Ashamed. Embarrassed. Ready for her to tell me all the things I had already told myself I was. I finally gathered the courage from somewhere deep within and met her gaze. She simply smiled. Kept looking at me with forgiveness that I could not give myself. I still cry when I see her. She tells me to unhang my head. She tells me I am holy. She tells me I am whole and worthy of love. She tells me that she loves me.


-m.s.


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